A beautiful Day
A Beautiful Day
By
Cory James Lynch
Dedicated To
Jennifer Rose Lynch
My Soon To Be Wife
The best day in the world is spent with you and no one else
I could not even imagine my self with another person while being your man and dragon you Shake Spear. Or even if we ended.
I could think of a thousand reason why I want to be with you and here are just a few.
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You make me smile like no one else has before
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You hold me dearest and make me feel good when im sad or sick
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You make me feel good to be who I am not what I am not.
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You tell me everything I ask without holding back or lying.
The best day in the world is spent with you and no one else
I could tell you how beautiful you are but it wouldn’t be as meaning full as if I were to show you.
I could tell you how your eyes captivate me but I would rather show you
I could tell you that I am blushing but I would rather have you see it
I could play you a thousand love songs but none of them would be able to compare how much I love you.
If I was asked to write a book on how I love you and why I would simply have to refuse because it would never be finished as well as words cannot say it at all only my actions and time spent with you can.
The best day in the world is spent with you and no one else
Oh the things that I would do for you.
I would take a bullet so I would die and you could live
I would step in front of a bat,pipe or what ever and take the pain for you just so you don’t have to feel it.
I would walk in front of a car and push you out of the way just so you can live
I would walk as many miles as it took just to see you and be by your side and to have you hold me in your arms.
I would walk,drive or hitch a ride to you where ever you were so that if you missed me or needed a sholdure to cry on you could have one.
There isn’t a thing in the world that would stop me from being with you or seeing you.
I will protect you forever and never stop even when we are both dead.
I love you Jennifer Rose Lynch
And I hope to be your husband.
I Sit and I
I Sit And I
By Cory J Lynch
I sit and I cry
I sit and I cry because I miss you
I sit and I cry because I love you
I sit and I cry because you make me that happy
I sit and I cry because I don’t know where my live is taking me
I sit and I cry because my family is so distant
I sit and I cry because I need you
I sit and I cry Because I want you
I sit and I cry for you
I sit and I cry
I Feel Whole Again
I Feel Whole Again
I love this new angel that has been brought into my life
I love her soft warm to the touch skin and the way she holds me
I love the way she makes me smile and not be able to stop
I love the way she treats me so good like no one other has in my life before
I Feel Whole Again
She called me her dragon and I called her my Angel
I called her Jenn Jenn and she called me Shake Spear
I love how we talk for hours on end about anything on our minds and taunt each other
I Feel Whole Again
I left her about an hour ago and yet I sit here and write this as I don’t want to leave
I sit here at this train station awaiting my bus home and I am crying
I do not know why but I wish she was here to hold me close and give me comfort
I swear god this angel you have sent me has filled more of my inprofections than I can explain
I feel Whole Again
I sit here and Cry and Cry I stare at the dark gloomy sky and close me eyes and think about her, God do I see a life full of happiness and joy without pain or misery I see A wonderful angel that I call my Tiger
I feel Whole again
She lays with me and tells me how much she loves me and how I treat her She has a past like mine a past of misery and pain regrets and personal struggles
God I swear I miss the way she would hold me and rub my chest
God I swear I miss the way she would rub her hand through my hair
God I swear I miss her so much that it is already hurting my heart after being only away from her for one hour I feel my hearts every beat and with it comes a sharp pain
I Feel Whole Again
I want to hold her and be with her until there is no end I do promise you that God I do promise you that
I Feel Who Again
I love you my angel my sweet Angel
I love you my Tiger oh so fierce
I love you my Jenn Jenn my Jennifer
And I just want you to know That every time I look at this tattoo on my arm I am thinking of you, I will see you soon my Angel.
My Long Weekend
I just had the best weekend of my life I never want to let this slip into the past I always want to remember this and renew it every weekend that I can. For the first time I feel actually loved for who I am and not for what I am or just to be toyed with. I an sick of this past I just want to forget it all but I cant the beatings and the being alone just wont leave me, I cant stand it anymore I need a new start and I need a clear mind. I want to move and I intend to do my best I left my angel only 40 minutes ago and my heart is already wrenching and hurting It longs for the affection and kindness that I it had gotten for the past three days. I just wish I did not have to go today it hurts so much to leave the person I love the most and I want to be with that angel as long as I can.
I sit here and listen to music to try and cover my pain but it is no longer working the new angel in my life took that away and I am glad but I can’t believe how bad this hurts. I long for the angels touch and I long for them to be in my arms as I hold them and they hold me. I wish there could just be another day that I could spend here in Susuin city. You all should of seen me for once in my life I could not stop smiling and I loved that feeling, I never want it to escape or to leave me again yet here I am in sorrow but I think of that angel and I smile I cant help it. That special angel just makes me so happy like no one has ever, she isn’t afraid to play rough or be loud and tease. I just want to run back and have her jump up and into my arms and to give me another sweet kiss.
I am kind of afraid to even post this as I am so used to being made fun of for my feelings and for my problems. I am going out on such of a limb with this post but I have to do it for me. The angel I was with this weekend asked me why I shake and I had to dig deep into my memory and tell her as comes love there is no secerets, I explained to her about my past child hood being abused from age 8 untill 14 when I ran away and never went back home, to escape the constant abuse from my alcoholic father. I had even told her how much I wish that I never knew him and I still do, If I had the chance to travel back in time I would go far back enough to ensure that he never stayed with my mom, after I was born and that he would never ever see me. I sit here in a train station now smoking a blunt trying to forget all of the bad but boy does it keep coming to the front of my mind and god I swear to you that I would do anything for you to make it stop, I don’t want to remember these things I just want to be with her right now and be happy again. I love her honestly Like I have never loved anyone else and she is the first one I ever told her that I really loved her and meant it and I know your not supposed to say it unless you mean it and the reason I did in the past is because I needed someone there to fill the gap in my life and in my heart but I kept falling for the wrong ones that would treat me wrong and use me.
I Looked And I Stared
I looked into the ocean waters today
Oh what appeared in the water was so beautiful like nothing other in the world
I looked into the ocean waters today and I saw Blue Eyes and brown hair
I looked into the ocean waters today and I the cutest smile ever to be seen
I looked into the ocean waters today and I saw my true love
I Blinked and a wave washed the image away
I gazed into the night sky lastnight
I stared for hours and saw your face
I saw me and you together in the stars
I blinked once then twice then a third time
And I saw us embrace and give each other a kiss
I blinked once more and I saw you smile.
I love you My angel My sweet sweet Jennifer
Jenn Jenns Dragon 