I Sit and I
I Sit And I
By Cory J Lynch
I sit and I cry
I sit and I cry because I miss you
I sit and I cry because I love you
I sit and I cry because you make me that happy
I sit and I cry because I don’t know where my live is taking me
I sit and I cry because my family is so distant
I sit and I cry because I need you
I sit and I cry Because I want you
I sit and I cry for you
I sit and I cry
I See You
I see you when I close my eyes
I see you in my dreams
I see you in my future
I see you in my heart
I see you in my soul
I see you in my heart
I see you in my life
I see you when it rains
I see you when its sunny
I see you when its cloudy
I see you in the mirror
I see you where ever I look
One Touch
A single touch is oh so sweet
A single touch can never be forgotten
A single touch will remain for ever
A single touch is a touch I hold dear
A single touch is a touch of lust
A single touch from you is one of a kind
A single touch can say things that words cannot
A single touch means everything in the world to me
One
One
By
Cory J Lynch
One kiss says hello
One kiss says goodbye
One kiss says I love you
One kiss says hold me forever
One kiss says I am yours and only yours
One kiss says god your sweet
One kiss says your the angel I have been dreaming of
One hand means hold me and never let go
One hand Means I want to be close to your body
One hand means lets let the world know that we are together
One hand means everything
One tear means I am hurt
One tear means I need your shoulder to cry on
One tear says never leave me again
One tear means I love so much it hurts
One tear means I miss you so
One means everything
I Feel Whole Again
I Feel Whole Again
I love this new angel that has been brought into my life
I love her soft warm to the touch skin and the way she holds me
I love the way she makes me smile and not be able to stop
I love the way she treats me so good like no one other has in my life before
I Feel Whole Again
She called me her dragon and I called her my Angel
I called her Jenn Jenn and she called me Shake Spear
I love how we talk for hours on end about anything on our minds and taunt each other
I Feel Whole Again
I left her about an hour ago and yet I sit here and write this as I don’t want to leave
I sit here at this train station awaiting my bus home and I am crying
I do not know why but I wish she was here to hold me close and give me comfort
I swear god this angel you have sent me has filled more of my inprofections than I can explain
I feel Whole Again
I sit here and Cry and Cry I stare at the dark gloomy sky and close me eyes and think about her, God do I see a life full of happiness and joy without pain or misery I see A wonderful angel that I call my Tiger
I feel Whole again
She lays with me and tells me how much she loves me and how I treat her She has a past like mine a past of misery and pain regrets and personal struggles
God I swear I miss the way she would hold me and rub my chest
God I swear I miss the way she would rub her hand through my hair
God I swear I miss her so much that it is already hurting my heart after being only away from her for one hour I feel my hearts every beat and with it comes a sharp pain
I Feel Whole Again
I want to hold her and be with her until there is no end I do promise you that God I do promise you that
I Feel Who Again
I love you my angel my sweet Angel
I love you my Tiger oh so fierce
I love you my Jenn Jenn my Jennifer
And I just want you to know That every time I look at this tattoo on my arm I am thinking of you, I will see you soon my Angel.
My Long Weekend
I just had the best weekend of my life I never want to let this slip into the past I always want to remember this and renew it every weekend that I can. For the first time I feel actually loved for who I am and not for what I am or just to be toyed with. I an sick of this past I just want to forget it all but I cant the beatings and the being alone just wont leave me, I cant stand it anymore I need a new start and I need a clear mind. I want to move and I intend to do my best I left my angel only 40 minutes ago and my heart is already wrenching and hurting It longs for the affection and kindness that I it had gotten for the past three days. I just wish I did not have to go today it hurts so much to leave the person I love the most and I want to be with that angel as long as I can.
I sit here and listen to music to try and cover my pain but it is no longer working the new angel in my life took that away and I am glad but I can’t believe how bad this hurts. I long for the angels touch and I long for them to be in my arms as I hold them and they hold me. I wish there could just be another day that I could spend here in Susuin city. You all should of seen me for once in my life I could not stop smiling and I loved that feeling, I never want it to escape or to leave me again yet here I am in sorrow but I think of that angel and I smile I cant help it. That special angel just makes me so happy like no one has ever, she isn’t afraid to play rough or be loud and tease. I just want to run back and have her jump up and into my arms and to give me another sweet kiss.
I am kind of afraid to even post this as I am so used to being made fun of for my feelings and for my problems. I am going out on such of a limb with this post but I have to do it for me. The angel I was with this weekend asked me why I shake and I had to dig deep into my memory and tell her as comes love there is no secerets, I explained to her about my past child hood being abused from age 8 untill 14 when I ran away and never went back home, to escape the constant abuse from my alcoholic father. I had even told her how much I wish that I never knew him and I still do, If I had the chance to travel back in time I would go far back enough to ensure that he never stayed with my mom, after I was born and that he would never ever see me. I sit here in a train station now smoking a blunt trying to forget all of the bad but boy does it keep coming to the front of my mind and god I swear to you that I would do anything for you to make it stop, I don’t want to remember these things I just want to be with her right now and be happy again. I love her honestly Like I have never loved anyone else and she is the first one I ever told her that I really loved her and meant it and I know your not supposed to say it unless you mean it and the reason I did in the past is because I needed someone there to fill the gap in my life and in my heart but I kept falling for the wrong ones that would treat me wrong and use me.
Three days of paradise
Three days of paradise
By Cory J Lynch
http://JennJennsDragon.wordpress.com
So even thou my heart is still wrenching with pain on ever beat I cannot lie and say that these last three days didn’t feel like I was in paradise,
I mean its not an everyday thing that you meet such a wonderful and talented woman such as I did and I had been talking with her for almost
four months now and I have to say with no doubt that she is probally the best person in the world to come into my life and I will always rember
that. I plan to become her boyfriend and hopefully at one point even her husband she just makes me feel that damm good I cannot lie either
but the first night I spent with her was one of the 3 best days in my life and I slept the best I have in over seven years and I really do owe her
a thank you for that. I miss her so much already and its been only a little over 3 hours since I last said I love you to her and gave her a kiss
goodbye before boarding my trian back home, Im about thirty to an hour away from where I live and I just want to say fuck it already and turn
back just so i can see her again I really and honestly do never want to part from her like this agian and I will have another 2-3 days in paradise
with her in 2 weeks when she comes to visit me at my place. Although we do currently live about 2 hours away from each other I am going to
do my damm best to keep this relation ship working and I have to tell you all she has the most beautiful blue eyes and brown hair that I have
ever seen in my life and boy do I love the way she holds me in her arms and kisses my neck while biting it, I am truely amazed by her willingness
to be feisty. I don’t think I would ever be able to be with another woman that doesnt like to mess around and torture one another. and I cannot stop
thinking about her either she has been on my mind all day and will be for a long long time, I hope that things do workout for the long run and I am
possibly going to try to move down to the same part of her town that she lives in just so I can be with her every single day. Now I know that alot of
people say that you cannot meet your true love on an online dating site but I have met mine, and we are seriously thinking about writing a complaint
to the website that we met on for not really even matching us together as we had sought out one another vs there matching system telling us that we
were a one to one match. Well I’m tired and have been up basicly since 5 am because i only really got about 2 hours of sleep since yesterday and I
would like to actually get some sleep before I get home I am going to to end this blog with a simple I love you Jennifer Rose.
I Looked And I Stared
I looked into the ocean waters today
Oh what appeared in the water was so beautiful like nothing other in the world
I looked into the ocean waters today and I saw Blue Eyes and brown hair
I looked into the ocean waters today and I the cutest smile ever to be seen
I looked into the ocean waters today and I saw my true love
I Blinked and a wave washed the image away
I gazed into the night sky lastnight
I stared for hours and saw your face
I saw me and you together in the stars
I blinked once then twice then a third time
And I saw us embrace and give each other a kiss
I blinked once more and I saw you smile.
I love you My angel My sweet sweet Jennifer
Jenn Jenns Dragon 